I never thought after writing out something bout my stepping stones would i feel this way the next day...
its frustrating when you get the kinda results that really makes you wanna cry but at the same time you wanna use it as one of your stepping stones...
its really difficult...

today started out not so good first with me losing my bottle on the train...
then when i got to class...
it was alright i guess... sitting there listening to the teacher teach...
then came 220...
my heart started pounding...
then it raced and then the results came out...
one by one everybody saw their results...
and it came down to my turn...
this was havoc...
i couldnt take it...
all it said was
Law Zhi Kang Scott 6(U)
at first i was in shock...
then it struck me.... U... UNGRADED!
are you freaking serious?
thats it... can say bye bye to the B3 i was hoping for...
that was it... haiz... i just dunno wad to say or do...
i just sat right at the back of class and started to tear...
hearing screams of joy from some classmates and even the people outside my class...
i really couldnt hold my tears back... i tried and tried but eventually i started pouring...
people tried to comfort me i really thank you guys!
but man! i just couldnt take it....
a FREAKING UNGRADED!!!

did so much to take it to the next level but well... look where i am...
in UNGRADED LAND!
haiz...

God i just wanna pray that you really help me to see wads ahead and help me forget bout the things that have just happen! give me the strength to really get up on my feet and really take this experience as a learning point for me to know that even though i fail you are there for me... and that using this experience i know how failure taste and i nvr wanna be here again! so Lord i Pray you bless me... allow me to let go of everything that i feel onto yoU! and just give me peace of mind!
All this i pray in Jesus' Name!

AMEN!